Friday, February 24, 2006
Surprise surprise??!!Oh my!!!!!!!!!!!!! It has been like donkey years since i last blogged.. like what? last year? i've have been so super busy lately.. but i shall blog a really short and sweet entry to satisfy my faithful blog readers.. (thanks for still tagging though). I actually typed a whole entry a few weeks ago, but couldnt find the time to finish it..
So... the Common Test is OVER!!! everyone jump for joy! yipee! like i can even stop for a breather.. there's still like so many tests here and there and on top of that, huge piles of rotting homework, sickening projects, and exco-ness in council to seriously ponder upon.. Where do i find some much time to complete much stuff on top of my daily chores..? Besides, everyone's rather depressed lately or pms-y coz of their bad results (including me, i'm not kidding). Ya so its like u've gotta get everything in order with this mood of depression, leading to fatigue-ness.. I just wanna leave this world of hectic-ness and stress behind and enjoy the simple tranquility of life.. Pity it can only remain as a wishful thinking of mine part (at least for the near furture)
I'm seriously not a math and science person.. (failed both a and e math and hardly scraped through chem and phy). But on a brighter note, i rock at HUMANITIES! did pretty well for both lit, elect geog and ss.. so its like i'm gonna get distinction for humans, and like failed for math or sth. So extreme. Its like in in heaven and in hell.. Really hope to pull up the awful "fail" grade staring at me with tuition i'm starting tmr.. maybe will get phy tuition too.. But its like i've not been having tuition since p5, really dunno if i'm able to take it with all that stress..
I've been resorting to caffine to make me hyper and myself again.. Its so so unreal. Its not me! I can still feel that tiredness, sadness, tension etc underneath this caffine keeping me !alive!, and when it wears off (which it usually does before sch ends), i'll be desperately wishing that i could just go home to my nice comfy bed and to just destress myself.. How pathetic could that be?
Changing of teacher is rather saddening too! esp Mr Edwin Heng and Mrs Chung Lee Siang.. They've been rather inspiring and exciting teachers to begin with. It's really a waste that they have to go.. Really hope that Mdm Endang and Mr Quay would be able to stir us out and eqipped us with everything for the next few terms.
I've been so scandalous lately too! But i still have my voice! ha!
Sincerely hope everything would change for the better.. I know it would as there's always an advantage to every situation.. Be optimistic! And of course, to always give yourself encourgaes and little indulgence (that's how i use to replenish my eternally liveliness and cheerfulness and the naturally me!) to commend yourself for whatever effort to to cheer you on.. Constantly help others in whatever ways you can, and What Goes Around Comes Around. Trust me, i've experienced all these to survived till today..
I seriously need a new skin for this almost dead blog (notice i use the word 'almost').. who wanna help me? all are welcome..
God Bless u all! hopefully i'll be able to complete my projects and outstanding (for many weeks) homework this weekend, rest and energise myself again.. And also, just be me!
Tuituion tmr.. Busy day tmr (with council, remedial, tuition and hardcore housework).. What a 'nice' saturday i have.. haha.
I'm thinking of someone now.. guess who is it? Of coz u cant.. (oh my philip)
So... the Common Test is OVER!!! everyone jump for joy! yipee! like i can even stop for a breather.. there's still like so many tests here and there and on top of that, huge piles of rotting homework, sickening projects, and exco-ness in council to seriously ponder upon.. Where do i find some much time to complete much stuff on top of my daily chores..? Besides, everyone's rather depressed lately or pms-y coz of their bad results (including me, i'm not kidding). Ya so its like u've gotta get everything in order with this mood of depression, leading to fatigue-ness.. I just wanna leave this world of hectic-ness and stress behind and enjoy the simple tranquility of life.. Pity it can only remain as a wishful thinking of mine part (at least for the near furture)
I'm seriously not a math and science person.. (failed both a and e math and hardly scraped through chem and phy). But on a brighter note, i rock at HUMANITIES! did pretty well for both lit, elect geog and ss.. so its like i'm gonna get distinction for humans, and like failed for math or sth. So extreme. Its like in in heaven and in hell.. Really hope to pull up the awful "fail" grade staring at me with tuition i'm starting tmr.. maybe will get phy tuition too.. But its like i've not been having tuition since p5, really dunno if i'm able to take it with all that stress..
I've been resorting to caffine to make me hyper and myself again.. Its so so unreal. Its not me! I can still feel that tiredness, sadness, tension etc underneath this caffine keeping me !alive!, and when it wears off (which it usually does before sch ends), i'll be desperately wishing that i could just go home to my nice comfy bed and to just destress myself.. How pathetic could that be?
Changing of teacher is rather saddening too! esp Mr Edwin Heng and Mrs Chung Lee Siang.. They've been rather inspiring and exciting teachers to begin with. It's really a waste that they have to go.. Really hope that Mdm Endang and Mr Quay would be able to stir us out and eqipped us with everything for the next few terms.
I've been so scandalous lately too! But i still have my voice! ha!
Sincerely hope everything would change for the better.. I know it would as there's always an advantage to every situation.. Be optimistic! And of course, to always give yourself encourgaes and little indulgence (that's how i use to replenish my eternally liveliness and cheerfulness and the naturally me!) to commend yourself for whatever effort to to cheer you on.. Constantly help others in whatever ways you can, and What Goes Around Comes Around. Trust me, i've experienced all these to survived till today..
I seriously need a new skin for this almost dead blog (notice i use the word 'almost').. who wanna help me? all are welcome..
God Bless u all! hopefully i'll be able to complete my projects and outstanding (for many weeks) homework this weekend, rest and energise myself again.. And also, just be me!
Tuituion tmr.. Busy day tmr (with council, remedial, tuition and hardcore housework).. What a 'nice' saturday i have.. haha.
I'm thinking of someone now.. guess who is it? Of coz u cant.. (oh my philip)