Saturday, April 14, 2007
OMG MY BLOG JUST INFORMED ME THAT IT IS HAS OFFICIALLY BLOGGED A 100 POST!! SO HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! :) hmm is that how i goes? i'd always seen others do this kind of thing when their blog reach a hundred posts. haha compared to them, mine is like 100 posts in 2 freaking years?!? that's pretty slow and so no surprise. ohwells.
i guess im gonna say the same old stuff again. which is school's pretty fine. really im not lying. maybe im really getting used to all this stress and im already into the momentum for real mugging without realising. just hope i dont burn out or peak to fast before the Os. well actually all i do is just to make sure i complete all my assignments, revise my work regulary and pay real hard attention to the teacher in class (something that i didnt do last year). yeah that should be sufficient FOR NOW. let prelim 2 be the judge.
i've been rather bitchy later, accompanied by sudden moodswings. i dont know why either. probably these are the side effects of stress. sorry to those ive offended or seemed like im angry with them :/. really im not angry at anyone. im just very moody at that time. one of the reasons maybe because i have really low self-esteem at times because of my break-outs! its so damn freaking ugly and irritating! and it's all beacuse of stress again!
im so jealous of the other schools. the sec 4s are still like having so much fun and enjoying themselves in the school activites, cca and what not. some of them dont even appear to me like they're taking the Os this year. i guess we had our fun with sports nite and all.. the general atmosphere of our sec 4 cohort is just so intense, so into their studies, mugging like no one business. That day, i was standing outside my classroom and i was looking at the 'bridge' outside the staffroom where the study area was. and my gosh! i saw all the students all outside seated at the tables, submerged their heads into books. some waiting for teachers. and the level directly below outside the music room was also filled with students studying. when u look at that scene, u really feel terrified and worried. "What has our school become" i told wen bin. probably Muggers Heaven.
not much homework this weekend. but nevertheless not a reason to slack off ans waste the weekend away. no. i've physics and math lessons tmr. and then i shall complete what little homework i have and do my own form of self study.
alrighty, off to bed. its 2 am now and i've to wake up at 8 tmr for physics. so if u didnt fail your math, i've about 6 hours of spending time with my best friend. :)
i guess im gonna say the same old stuff again. which is school's pretty fine. really im not lying. maybe im really getting used to all this stress and im already into the momentum for real mugging without realising. just hope i dont burn out or peak to fast before the Os. well actually all i do is just to make sure i complete all my assignments, revise my work regulary and pay real hard attention to the teacher in class (something that i didnt do last year). yeah that should be sufficient FOR NOW. let prelim 2 be the judge.
i've been rather bitchy later, accompanied by sudden moodswings. i dont know why either. probably these are the side effects of stress. sorry to those ive offended or seemed like im angry with them :/. really im not angry at anyone. im just very moody at that time. one of the reasons maybe because i have really low self-esteem at times because of my break-outs! its so damn freaking ugly and irritating! and it's all beacuse of stress again!
im so jealous of the other schools. the sec 4s are still like having so much fun and enjoying themselves in the school activites, cca and what not. some of them dont even appear to me like they're taking the Os this year. i guess we had our fun with sports nite and all.. the general atmosphere of our sec 4 cohort is just so intense, so into their studies, mugging like no one business. That day, i was standing outside my classroom and i was looking at the 'bridge' outside the staffroom where the study area was. and my gosh! i saw all the students all outside seated at the tables, submerged their heads into books. some waiting for teachers. and the level directly below outside the music room was also filled with students studying. when u look at that scene, u really feel terrified and worried. "What has our school become" i told wen bin. probably Muggers Heaven.
not much homework this weekend. but nevertheless not a reason to slack off ans waste the weekend away. no. i've physics and math lessons tmr. and then i shall complete what little homework i have and do my own form of self study.
alrighty, off to bed. its 2 am now and i've to wake up at 8 tmr for physics. so if u didnt fail your math, i've about 6 hours of spending time with my best friend. :)